jade
status: not THAT sick anymore!
mood: 
i'm a 30 year old software developer with a soft spot for y2k aesthetics, punk culture, martial arts and musicianship.
this blog was born out of a necessity to express myself better.
come on, read the main blog posts instead. bet they're more interesting than a bio.
internet strangers
April 2, 2026internet strangers seem to 'happen' a lot, since i'm moderating online spaces and also am eager to help people on a regular basis.
sometimes people just say hi, and how are you, then nothing else comes after, leads you to think that you're not good enough somehow. then in real life, i had many strangers telling me that if they were to do any of the stuff i've been doing they'd print a whole t-shirt about them and be proud of them. i don't know how, and that's why i have this little blog for my stream of consciousness. i think i prefer talking about myself behind a screen, it's easier. maybe comes as less braggy.
anyways, sometimes i can prove myself to online strangers and become some sort of friends. then i still want to do my own thing, but then the things i'm doing aren't interesting to them anymore, and they start distancing themselves from me.
how about you? are you bored? do you want to know me more? did you have enough? want me to create mre stuff? am i annoying you? am i not annoying you enough?
🎵 angine de poitrine - mata zyklek
babai win98, hello frutiger aero
April 1, 2026the blog has a brand new layout. i think it looks adorable.
in my primary school years, my classmates played the most awful pranks on my ever under the name of 'april fools', i don't really participate the tradition.
i'll probably be healthy again soon. not having constant brain fog feels like a gift.
📍 In Your Walls
🎵 on & on - piri & tommy
🎮 Final Fantasy 7
where did all the time go
March 29, 2026i have been busy with dealing with the affairs of a political subreddit. it was pretty tiring, but i think we've established some healthy boundaries.
i've installed a windows xp instance on a virtual machine. it was very fun. it didn't exactly work like the way I imagined it would, but it was a fun experience.
📍 Wrapped In My Blanket
🎵 Djo - Runner
🎮 ️Prince of Persia: Sands of Time - Resident Evil 7
GRAND opening
March 26, 2026was having an awful day. opening this blog helped me, let's see if I can keep it up.